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Copyright Do Not Steal

by Jackson McMurray

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1.
The Snow is just starting to melt, but I know it's only just begun And I'd be lying if I said I didn't really miss the sun It's just a dreary time of year, I've only known it to be gray When you're finished with the snow and moving right in into rain My resolution's finished off on January 23rd I wish I would have, but as of yet I haven't written a word I always wanted to play piano But I could never follow through I always wanted to write a novel but I'd give up around page one or two So now my resolution's to keep my resolutions To follow through on all the things I want to do I'll start this revolution against my natural constitution By finishing this song and moving on to working with track two The Snow is just starting to melt, but I know it's only just begun And I'd be lying if I said I didn't really miss the sun
2.
They took the movie Off of Netflix I didn't notice till it was too late Hollywood Video's been closed for almost 15 years And Hastings closes at eight They're all excited In Pennsylvania But it's too early for me They'll pull that special little bastard out of Gobbler's Knob To speak in Groundhog-ese I've never been the type to take in the festivities But I could use the sun on me For as the sun will shine on Groundhog's day So will the snow swirl in May I've never been the type to take in the festivities But I could use the sun on me For as the sun will shine on Groundhog's day So will the snow swirl in May Hey Punxsutawney How you doin? Could you do a favor for me? When that guy reaches in and yanks you right out of your hole Just pretend you can't see
3.
I've lived near Portland for most of my life So I never much mind the rain But what affects me is when the sunlight goes away And I can't remember the last time the weather affected me so But when the sun's out it sprinkles and it reminds me of home I Miss the music store And I miss the concerts there I miss when the raindrops would fall right out of the summer air Sure, I miss Portland, but I miss Vancouver more I miss the old soda shop, and I miss the ice cream store I got dollar CD's, I got Pearl Jam and Jet from the record store on Main Street And I went to youth group on Sundays at Orchards and Salmon Creek I Miss my old High School And friends that I left behind But time gives you perspective And some of them I don't mind leaving behind I miss walking in March from my high school to Dairy Queen three blocks away They didn't have indoor seating, so we'd eat our Dilly Bars out in the rain
4.
I'm getting itchy feet I'm packing up my things And moving to the airport I wanna live near the sky I wanna love where there is a guy To take care of my luggage And eat my meals in the food court Cause I know that I could eat more Burger King than you would probably think I'd spend my nights on the rows of chairs While listening to planes take to the air The engines sound like lullabies My family used to have picnics By the Runway at PDX Watching people traveling distances Greater than I'd ever been from home. What a pain, that TSA screening But it sure beats dying screaming Guess you'll buy new razors when you land And remember this flight has WI-FI You should use it to text your wife, I'm sure she'd like to know that you're alright Hello this is your captain Speaking If you find your oxygen's leaking Breathe in through the mask that's gonna fall down from the ceiling And remember your seat cushion's buoyant too So when we crash it'll carry you To somewhere on the coastline My family used to have picnics By the Runway at PDX Watching people traveling distances Greater than I'd ever been from home. I know, that flying's a hassle Gotta get where I need to go I don't care about our destination Just come with me to away from home
5.
I've been thinking for so long I can't remember where I started I just know that I can't stray from the long path that I have charted I can hear you from your path It feels so far away from mine But our paths intersect from time to time Just a few miles down the road I know Our paths won't be different anymore Once we meet up we'll start the process Of finding destinations on the map And on the way we'll share a backpack I can't settle any lower I can't shoot for any higher I can't overemphasize how well your hand fits into mine You're embarrassed about your music taste But I don't care it's just a waste For you to listen to Owl City by yourself
6.
Are we in Anaheim or Santa Ana? And how many Miles to L.A.? I can navigate by the star and watch the skyline fade to gray. Support local artists Support Michael Bay Support the Red Hot Chili Peppers In every restaurant every day SoCal's not as catchy as it seems to be in text And Southern California might have fame and rock and roll and sex But theme parks and attractions don't supply me what I need What I need is greener air and bluer sky and greener trees And I can barely rollerskate So I think I'll be okay If I take a pass on surfing Like Californ-i-a But I'll go on Vacation And in the way I'll listen to Something by the Beach Boys Or by Blink-182
7.
It's been almost a month since you left It's still almost a month till you come back I'll make this a song with lyrics starting now I know we'll make it another year but From here I don't quite know how It's been almost a month since you left It's still almost a month till you come back
8.
I don't know why I instinctively start all my songs with the words "I don't know why" I don't know why I can only write a song about you or the weather lately I've got something to love, I've got something to do, I've got something to look forward to but now the weather sucks so so does my attitude Stop telling me it's how it is, I know it isn't I can do much better for myself in this life I don't need to help myself by harming the others I can be somewhere where I know I'm in the right I slept through my first class four out of five days this week Because I'm working late screwing over people that I'll never meet And if you know me well you know that this happened More than a month ago But I am a month behind and I just know That I'll never be a credit card salesman Stop telling me it's how it is, I know it isn't I can do much better for myself in this life I don't need to help myself by harming the others I can be somewhere where I know I'm in the right
9.
I would love to write a song bout All the ways you've done me wrong but I can't figure it out A song that's in a minor key and Makes it clear I'm dealing with some Torment inside of my heart The lyrics say 'I don't know what to do" And Middle Schoolers would relate to The words that I sing A song about the heartbreak in my life about my feelings, but here's the thing I wouldn't mean it Do you mind if I turn on the radio? Take notes on some songs from about ten years ago? I could make a big deal out of Some real tiny thing but I can't Bring myself to whine Complain about my problems They still happen all the time And who am I to say that my life isn't going great? I've got the best of what I have and no two days are quite the same So sure, I'll write a song about my struggle Write a song about my troubles I'll sing it from the heart but from the start you'll know That I don't mean it I don't have these problems in my life right about now So until I do I'll write about the good stuff going down And maybe when I struggle I'll write better songs than I do now
10.
I don't know why I thought that I would like to work in a department store I quit that job and then I found a new one And I'm grateful that it all worked out And maybe I was just not wise but it only took me a couple of tries I don't know though just don't take my advice and everything sucks but let's all agree to hold on to our dignity you learn a lot more from losing so let's all hold our heads up high in defeat. And I don't know what I don't know But I think I'll soldier on I don't know when (or if) it all went wrong And everybody's trying so with them just try along And buckle up cause life is cool But man, it's just so long And maybe I was just not wise But it only took me a handful of tries I don't know though, just don't take my advice And everything sucks but let's all agree To hold on to our dignity You learn a lot more from losing So let's all hold our heads up high in defeat. And I don't know what I don't know But I think I'll soldier on I don't know when (or if) it all went wrong And everybody's trying so with them just try along And buckle up cause life is good But man, it's just so long They let me be a comedian until the tur train broke down And they closed the park for renovations. I never thought I'd miss my High School days but here we are And nobody wants to be in a band as soon as they start to understand And maybe I was just not wise But it only took me a couple of tries I don't know though, just don't take my advice And Facebook sucks but let's all agree To just try not to be so mean If you think it's black and white then boy there's a whole lot you haven't seen And I don't know what I don't know But I think I'll soldier on I don't know when (or if) it all went wrong And everybody's trying so with them just try along And buckle up cause life is good But man, it's just so long The glass looks half-empty But the measurements are wrong And it took me 16 months to finish off this song.
11.
I don't wanna be Here anymore Without you at all So I guess For now I'll just write Songs in weird time And take half steps towards you. Maybe I am just not wise But I know I've gotta try And maybe I For the first time know what I want out of my life And maybe I am stubborn And maybe I'm nervous But stakes are high and there's no second try And I know where I wanna spend my try I don't wanna be Here anymore Without you at all So I guess For now I'll just write Songs in weird time And take half steps towards you.
12.
Six months Eight months 12 months, 16 months I'm still not done And I don't know why I can't get this one song out of my mind I've got a half of a script I've got two halves of two scripts I've got a comic book script On top of the first two aforementioned halves of scripts And I've got to get a grip Welcome to another trip around the sun My album still isn't done in this one Groundhog day is coming up again And I still don't know how this one ends. Thanks for checking in, Jerry I broke my chain today But that's okay Cause I haven't marked my calendar Since I downloaded That to-do list app That I stopped using About a month ago I just thought that you should know Mr. Seinfeld I'm not trying to be a letdown I'm still getting my shit done Against all odds I'm just not one To stick to a Program even if it's a good one So I guess I'm sorry But if you're hearing this it's finished Welcome to another trip around the sun My album still isn't done in this one Groundhog day is coming up again And I still don't know how this one ends. Welcome to another trip around the sun There's nothing different about this one Last year sucked because we let it This year what are we gonna do different?

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released May 27, 2018

Cover by Anna Maguire

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